hey! how you doing? good! u? good!... its starts and it goes... darkness gone to light... when we go dont ever think ill let you stay cuz you can... i dont hear but i understand wen it goes... i dont love you like i did yesterday even when im bleeding... it dont have to be red to be true, clear is seen thourgh as long as i got you...i know i got you but no body wants to see that... you got your place so did i... i got you and you know that... there u are with many! and many more... dont worry thats how it goes... drop a tear more then once i need you... drop my wants more then once i want you... drop by pulling down more then once i should have you... but no body see that... ima take those steps i miss and drop what i want what i need what i should... 2 wrongs dont make it right too much wrongs dont make it perfect... i c u walking out that door so did i but i looked back and take you with me... love you now! love you later! best love to give you is to love you FOREVER!

i cant and i cant i tryed to take a step but i never could and if i did its only cause you let me take it... i hate it when u fall for the longest time in the end it really really hurts to hit the stop.. not only the tears and pain form inside, it goes around, around ur mind, makes it soo difficult to make up a mind to a pure without losing anything in return... i hate who i be came.. its not fair its not fair how hard is to keep someone for a long time and not yet period, its not fair for keeping it soo long it plays with your head, the smile, the laughters, the times, the moments, the shine, the happiness, the never ending,... stars are hard to see and nights are hard to sleep days are long even harder to go on... tell me an answer tell me why tell me when tell me how... its seems soo happy but really its not okay...

DIE 2 LIVE

DYING 2 LIVE

LIVE 2 DIE

HARD 2 DIE

UNDERSTANDING

yeah i been rubish... but i do know im getting somewhere... i believe its balanced and not fair... its not fair one thing is right and the other is not... its not fair its put down and it dont work out only cuz its been done and it was tooked by risk... its balanced... blind we are... blind in everyway we dont see... we mean so much but we dont understand the extra, the out put, its only taken in error... its not fair weather the mind or heart either the soul... 1 mistake leads to little big pains... its hard to find pure and purest... its hard to find true pure pain lifes... yet lives on.. forever is not prefect... bleed from the eyes... scar on its surface... braking the tides... braking nothing... we forgot how we land, our first steps, to the first words...